I cry myself to sleep every night
not knowing how much longer i can put up this...
I was falling fast
I was going down...
I never ever
thought it would come to cuts...
Late nights
pillow fights...
You will never understand how much I like you
Or how much I long for us to be together...
If I were to die tonight,
I wonder what I'd miss...
As I sit in my room thinking of you,
I have mixed feelings and start to get confused...
Cutting my wrists
to stop the pain...
Scars are just marks
marks of when i feel so dark...
Once i loved someone so deep
it hurt to leave his side...
I want you so bad
youre everything i couldve had...