To exist in a world of non-permanent beauty
To try to make sense of it all...

I sit here alone atop a hill
I contemplate my sure place in heck...

The snow is cold beneath pine trees
and colder still the earth below...

Show me that you love me
As the ocean loves the shore...

I was sinking
Drowning...

Streaming black
Mascara tears...

I smile
But inside I cry...

Lips bright red, eyes painted
Every inch prepared...

Huddled in the corner
My hands over my ears...

Though my life I've heard a voice
It tells me my friends really care...

The night was an unwelcoming one
As fierce winds whipped the shore...

'Twas a night of great regret,for none would claim...
A gentleman's duel of honor, turned rogue to a...