The words cut deep
the tears fall down...

Wake me up,
from this nightmare...

Sometimes the blade of the knife
seems easier than tomorrow...

A beautiful disaster
broken inside...

I can't will us to be close
Maybe I try too hard...

(This is an older one I wrote when me and Billy...
you can't see the pain in my eyes...

...every word of this poem is true. My husband...
Just for one hour...

You smile at me
hoping to be...

I walked so far
I forgot about the pain...

A discouraged heart
Worried soul...

I keep staring at the blank space
I keep searching through an empty place...

I'm already gone.
Gone for good...