Write some words
express myself...

This anger, it fades
And I know its ok...

Today we looked through pictures
She seen a picture of you...

(another old one, I don't know the date but early...
She gazes out a window...

Sometimes the blade of the knife
seems easier than tomorrow...

(old poem, dated July 23, 1996)
When you feel so alone...

I watch her grow
Every second of everyday...

So you came back,
And you stayed for a while...

(true story, wrote this when I was 16)
On August 15, 1992...

I think about this life
That grows inside of me...

Shove your knife
deep inside my heart...

How many damn poems can I write
Until you are out of my head...