I didn't think it was possible to feel happy and scared and confused and nervous and excited all at the same time. Then I fell in love.

Everytime I think about you, it makes me hurt more and more. There is not a second that goes by where I'm not thinking about you.

Why did you lead me to believe that you had a future planned for both of us when the only thing you had planned for the future was to break my heart?

What you probably don't know is that every time I've talked to you since that day, I pray that you will go on talking forever, just so I can hear your voice for a long enough time to get me through until the next time I get to hear your voice.

I keep thinking that any moment, you are going to call me, and I will be able to hear your voice. I must have been crazy to think you actually cared.

I keep imagining that you will come back to me, that you will magically want me in your life again. I know I have to face reality, though. I just wish that reality didn't make me feel so lonely.

I am hurting so much right now, and it's all because of you. I know that the second I hear your voice though, I will smile and all of the pain I'm feeling will suddenly go away. It's funny how that works.

I just wanted to say thanks. Thanks for breaking my heart into a million pieces and then walking all over the pieces. Now I know that you never really cared about me in the first place, so thanks.

I think it's time that I finally let you go. Now, all I have to do is try to break the news to my heart.

I know that you are only a part of my past, and the sooner I am able to convince myself of that, the sooner I will be able to start living in the present.