What are you supposed to do when the one person you can't live without can live without you?

Thinking of you and the pain you have caused me makes me cry, but as soon as I hear your voice, or as soon as I see your face, I can't help but smile. I seem to forget why it is that you made me cry in the first place.

You were the one person that made me feel like I was important, like I mattered, but now we are not together, and I don't matter to you anymore.

My only hope for letting you go is somehow finding a way to convince myself that we are not meant to spend the rest of our lives together.

When I think of you and how much you hurt me, it makes me want to cry, but when I try to think of something that makes me happy so I won't cry, all I can think of is you.

You tell me we don't belong together because I deserve better than you. How can that be when there is nothing better than you?

I keep telling myself that this is all a bad dream and that at any moment I am going to wake up, in your arms.

I want to say thank you because I know that once I get through all of this, I will be stronger. Of course, that won't change the fact that I still won't have you.

You say you still want to be my friend, but how can we be friends when I start to cry everytime I see your face?

To me, you are still my everything, my reason for living, the greatest love I have ever known. To you, I am just a love from your past, someone you found so easy to just let go.