Mother, may I go out tonight?
Stay out until it is daylight...

You fill our hearts with rays of light
You're always there, day or night...

I want to be who I want to be
No more pressure, no more torture...

Right now my stomach's doing somersaults
As the rain keeps pounding on my window...

Think of me,
Think to that day...

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Lying on the ground, we watch the stars...

All that I'm living for
All I am is death and more...

Strike a match
Watch it glow...

I can feel my core degrading,
From all my hate and the sinning...

I barely remember the love of sol
How warm it was against my back...

This gentle one speaking now
Is just an act, a show for you...

There's only you in my dreams
Every night that's all I see...