I sit here contemplating the reasons
why...
I watch there faces
do they have an idea...
Theres a girl who was born
within 5 days her mother passed away...
I stand in front of the mirror
and all i seem to see...
Silent tears
i now refuse to cry...
I felt the need to pretend
like you have no control on my heart...
Falling in love with you
wasn't my plan...
Big sister big sister
why do you cry...
Pushed to the back
where no one can see me...
I look at those around me
smiling and laughing...
Part of her wants to him in her arms
and kiss his pain away...
I feel like I'm a mime
in an invisible box...