For the spur of the moment I was mad
I had no reason but my heart just didn't...
The night was ending and my mind was racing
With each heart beat the knife was escaping...
Why bother lying to me?
Why can't you just see...
I tried my best to make you understand
Three times is all I can withstand...
Feeling the blade cut into my skin
releasing all the pain you caused me...
Why am I always there for them,
Whenever they need me the most...
Through my eyes you can see
A little girl that's always crying...
Why do you pretend you care?
How can you even dare...
Daddy why don't you love me?
Daddy why don't you care...
I stood there, in front of the sink
looking at every bloody drip...
Most people ask,
What is depression...
The hurt,
The pain...