She watched from afar..
"Why does this always happen...
As I sit here
Looking at the lake...
I have always trusted you,
And you always took me for granted...
You told me you were changing.
I thought it was true...
Why is it like this?
Why does everything have to be about you...
I don't understand it.
I can't keep doing this...
Waiting,
Always waiting...
Remember me?
It's me...
What the heck is wrong with me?
I am a beautiful black woman...
She runs...
Runs down the spiral staircase...
Keep my moth shut,
Wear "undesirable" clothing...
Holding me tight
In the middle of the night...