She tries so hard and no one sees,
Sees the perfect person she tries to be...

When I think about what we used to be,
I cry and cry in spite of me...

Crimson tears escape my eyes,
Cannot believe I fell for your lies...

We planted a seed,
Ignoring how much it would need...

Oh no, you've done it again,
Congratulations, you've pulled me in...

A new life, a new canvas, a brand new start,
Life is seen by me as a peice of art...

These men in my life put me through hell,
They got me in a trance, in a horrible spell...

Everyone says shes got it all,
Everyone says she's a perfect little doll...

I was thinking and noticed the other day,
We complain about everything in life in every way...

I mis those family-fun-days,
Sitting in the grass beneath blazing sun rays...

I told myself never again,
Yet here I am holding this pen...

No, I'm not fine, thank you.
I'm way beyond help, I'm way beyond rescue...