As the rain falls from above. I realize that...

Denying all that has happened,
Pushing it all into the past...

I take a deep breathe and close my eyes,
Forgetting all I don't want to see...

The sound is fading from my ears,
my vision slowly becoming a blur...

I'm the tears that fall unnoticed,
The words better left unspoken...

I'm so tired of being here,
Hidden behind empty lies...

After a while you get used to it,
When pain is all you've known...

Patiently fighting for nothing,
I've been waiting for so long...

I'm listening but I cant hear,
I'm talking yet I cant speak...

Distractions are so temporary,
Just a band aid over the wound...

Enraptured by your very presence,
your face is lastingly in my mind...

I wish I could explain my feelings,
but i'm not even sure if I know...