I'm beginning to irritate myself,
It's as if my heart has its own mind...

There's an emptiness I trap inside,
ignoring it; denying that i'm not okay...

My face red with frustration,
Just another useless feeling you leave me with...

It's just a silly little problem,
With a not so easy answer...

Another drink in my hand,
A new scab next to my scars...

I'm still trying to find the right words,
To explain my feelings for you...

I can see your lips moving,
Yet I don't hear a sound...

I'm trying to steady my breathing,
I can feel my hands begin to shake...

Hesitancy smothers my lips,
holding back the secrets I hide...

The days keep on passing by,
just a blur of familiar images in my head...

I cant remember the last time closed my eyes,
And fell asleep with a smile on my face...

Your chest falls with each breath,
your arm tightening on my waist...