Tell me what I should do,
Reassure me when I'm down...

It doesn't make sense for me to feel this way;
I should never have fallen so hard...

I can't say I'm completely shocked;
I was never who I wanted to be for you...

To say i'm scared is an understatement,
words mean nothing to how I feel...

My reflection hates me,
Giving me nothing but a glare...

To expect the unexpected,
The truth is laced with lies...

My heart's pounding as I write these words,
For my thoughts are only of you...

Sometimes I have trouble deciding,
What the difference is between right and wrong...

I feel like I'm loosing my mind,
Unable to control my emotions and thoughts...

I can see your face clearly in my mind;
Imagine your lips, moist and soft on my skin...

I wish I knew what you were thinking;
How can I know if what you say is true...

You're supposed to expect the unexpected;
be prepared for what life throws your way...