My cheeks turning crimson red,
My stomach filling with butterflies...

I feel your eyes on me,
Constantly throughout the day...

I wonder sometimes,
How things would be...

You tear my heart to pieces,
You completely crush my dreams...

Feeling my body go numb,
I sit back and try to relax...

Falling into pieces,
Never being able to mend...

Thinking back to old times,
Remembering how happy I was...

Bleeding,
The pain falling free...

Smiling like nothing's wrong,
Hiding behind a laugh...

I don't know what to do,
But I cant help how I feel...

If only he knew,
The way he made me feel...

It's something I cant control,
Something I wish I didn't feel...