I can't stand this faking,
I don't know how much longer I can pretend...
I can feel your hands around my throat,
The air in my lungs losing its only escape...
I am full of mixed emotions,
I do not know what to feel...
I've been holding it in so long,
that my heart screams your name...
Silence,
black and white...
Soft heart,
silent tears...
I have three words for you to hear,
And none are 'I', 'love', or 'you...
You have this irritating control over me,
You've got me unable to push away...
A young girl who's problem free,
got smacked in the face with reality...
I don't know how you do it,
How you make me feel this way...
You said I never do anything right,
That I'm spineless; I'm weak...
I never knew I could feel this way,
This way I feel with you...