Thinking back to old times,
Remembering how happy I was...

Denying all that has happened,
Pushing it all into the past...

Falling into pieces,
Never being able to mend...

Feeling my body go numb,
I sit back and try to relax...

You tear my heart to pieces,
You completely crush my dreams...

Falling faster each time,
Loosing all I have...

Breaking down piece by peace,
As emptiness smothers me...

Completely losing control,
Tearing me insides apart...

Having the urge to smile,
But trembling at the sight...

Screaming, yelling, fighting.
Not much longer can I take the pain...

Giving up on life,
Having no strength to stand tall...

Bleeding from inside out,
Enjoying all the pain...