These emotions are too much to handle,
the guilt building more each day...
I'm torn between life and death,
I can't seem to choose...
Deep down inside,
My heart is full of love...
I'm still trying to find the right words,
To explain my feelings for you...
I dont know what's come over me,
why it was ever even a thought...
And when we fall down,
Let us pray we won't land...
Distractions are so temporary,
Just a band aid over the wound...
I think it is clear to see,
there is a connection between you and me...
Building up this shell,
Bound to never come out...
Falling into pieces,
Never being able to mend...
Sometimes i wish,
that life could just be perfect...
Time continues to move forward,
Whether I want it to or not...