Sun tan,
bathing suits...

Denying all that has happened,
Pushing it all into the past...

After a while you get used to it,
When pain is all you've known...

Bleeding from inside out,
Enjoying all the pain...

Another drink in my hand,
A new scab next to my scars...

Your fingers so soft on my skin;
your exhale warm, tickling my neck...

I don't know what to do,
But I cant help how I feel...

I wish I could explain myself;
So you hear what I have to say...

I'm trying to steady my breathing,
I can feel my hands begin to shake...

I take a deep breathe and close my eyes,
Forgetting all I don't want to see...

This was too long to be a quote...but its like a...
The greatest gift of all...

A young girl who's problem free,
got smacked in the face with reality...