I've created such a catastrophe,
What more do you expect from me...

Never am i a girl to be,
one who's lost and confused...

Every little thing you do,
Makes me so surprised...

Hesitancy smothers my lips,
holding back the secrets I hide...

I've sworn myself to secrecy,
With a knife against my wrist...

Star light,
deep sea breeze...

I speak my mind,
I laugh at myself...

I can see your lips moving,
Yet I don't hear a sound...

Let's go!
Wither your spirit to me...

Screaming, yelling, fighting.
Not much longer can I take the pain...

Making me suffer more each time,
Feeling beyond the pain...

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Making me suffer more each time...