My smile is no longer fake.
A phone call from him is all it takes...

I write this with all of the shattered pieces of...
I'm tired of being fake around you, smiling and...

Look at me as I am now.
I've finally figured out how to not frown...

All the time, you are running through my mind.
I have this feeling, it's the loving kind...

It's true...
I HATE you...

I look into the mirror every chance I get.
You'd think,"She's vain." but I'm far...

I cannot explain how scared I am.
I'm scared to fall in love, I'm not sure if I can...

Young little girl, teased by the others
They called her names, and she went crying to her...

Why do I always seem to be hurting you?
I can see that you are too good to be true...

It's been a year
Yet, you still draw me near...

I write these words as they come into my head.
I was heart broken over you, and it seems like you...

When you look into my eyes...what do you see?
Do you see the broken person that I came to be...