Life can turn around so suddenly, each year flys...
childish illusions disappear...

Overwhelmed by fear,
Falling over the edge...

You f**ked me up so much,
twisted my heart in your hands...

Someone to protect me,
keep me safe and sound...

I know i wrong to you,
and id always start the fight, but if i could turn...

You f**k me about,
you tell me lies...

Look at me properly,
through these black shadowed eyes...

All times hardships weighing me down,
Ive lost who i used to be...

Have you been watching me up there?
do you hear this final plea...

This paper weight of love,
is weighing down my heart...

This may be my last poem to you,
the thought of it breaks my heart...

Is there anyone out there waiting for me?
waiting to take me away...