For each feeling i have of hatred, guilt, love, joy, grief are all because of you. i love you but i hate you

Everytime you said you loved me i put a razor to my wrist, now its just a reminder to me how many times you lied to me

For each lie that you told me, i got my hopes up a little more that you where the one

Love? what is the meaning? no body knows what the meaning is except those in love.. because love is not something that can be explained it something that is felt with the heart.

The say it gets easier as time goes by. but for me its getting harder, every day that i wake up, i wish that i didnt, so then at least i could be with you.. where i belong

These scares on my wrists tell a story, a story about a girl whos crying out for help but no one will listen

The years have gone bye, yet the pain is still real, you are gone but you will live forever in my heart

Im sick of pretending, pretending to be happy, im sick of smiling, smiling fake smiles, im sick of crying, crying the tears of a broken heart

For its not just today that ill miss you.. but forever.. R.I.P

You picked me up and showed me the way, you told me you loved me and that you would always stay, but when times got tough you left me.. so much for your promise.