Im sick of pretending, pretending to be happy, im sick of smiling, smiling fake smiles, im sick of crying, crying the tears of a broken heart

For its not just today that ill miss you.. but forever.. R.I.P

You picked me up and showed me the way, you told me you loved me and that you would always stay, but when times got tough you left me.. so much for your promise.

I hope your proud of me mummy and all that i have achieved, everything i do is for you, i hope your looking down on me mummy and protecting me too.

I never thanked you for all that you did for me, i just took it for granted and now its too late to say thank you.. forever young... R.I.P

If it wasnt for your love i dont know where i would be today, you where the one that rescued me from the ground where i lay in puddles of my own tears

Im sorry for everything.. but im not sorry for loving you

I didnt mind that you where hurting me because at least that meant i still had you in my life, thats better then not having you at all.

You are the reason that i could never love again, you are the reason that my heart is broken.. never to be re-paired again

Its 4am and your keeping me awake, not because your here but because i cant stop thinking about you and how i want to tell you that i love you.