Too many times,
I've ambushed myself...
You were always brilliant,
the way you'd undress me...
If you were a star,
I'd wish you to fall through me...
You rock my ship
into a hypnotic lullaby...
There's a fat man sitting alone
at the corner cafe...
I loved him
(still do...
Life is a mystery
dreams, an empty well...
I've been skipping the sidewalks
of my latter poems...
I am sickened
by my own poetry...
It was a gradual unfolding,
the listless dimming of love...
I am no angel
for I have broken many hearts...
There's a peculiar heart
beating faintly...