Tonight is not easy
I really need you here with me...

My life is joyfull
& so you say is yours...

Today I realised something
That I didn’t really think...

You may not know this
I’m not an easy girl...

I am always alone
Even in a big crowd...

Sometimes i sit & wonder
Very late at night...

Lying here thinking
All Alone in my bed...

I wish that you could see
The true & real me...

Feelings are scary
At least they are for me...

I feel like i am drowning
Whenever you are near...

Some days I feel like
Throwing myself under a bus...

Sometimes I wonder
What life really means...