How could I have expressed to you?
The pain inside my heart...

The rain is cold
so is my heart...

As I fall on my back
A red river flows from me...

I'm surrounded by laughter,
though I do not share it...

To have a hand to hold
or a will to call your own...

I wish I could scream
everything I fear...

Looking into nothing
I feel the feeling of something...

I'm so tired of these emotions
the pain inside is over flowing...

You try to get close
but you'll only get hurt...

Swallowing my feelings
poison running through my veins...

They fall slow
but ever so much...

Tell me when it ends,
when I can stop crying...