You think that I am confidant,
When really I am shy...

I'm so close to letting go,
Its like I'm already dead...

If heaven was not fare,
Id consider running there...

I know theres over people,
who live the same as i...

I closed my eyes,
As a tear drop fell...

Food can be a comfort,
a knife can ease the pains...

I want to tell a story,
of a dream i had...

Denial,
In what he says...

One moment,
In ones life...

I painted on that smile of yours,
and promised you,it would be OK...

We talk most every night,
Reminisce about our days...

When the tears begin to fall,
and u feel all alone...