Presence of mind and will of self
are the things i shelf...

To Whom It May Concern
A lot has changed...

I find myself at
A lost for words...

This poem is for My Girlfriend who deserves this...
I Love You so much...

What am I supposed to be?
Living my life is hard enough...

Trapped inside life
Pushed and pulled...

I'm punishing the one
Who I need to care about me...

I used to wake up thinking
Is life worth living...

I know you'll hate it
But I'm going to keep...

I lift up my eyes
Unto the mountains...

Another day another cut
Another slice across my wrist...

Many things in life are hard for me
Many things can pull us down...