I'm so afraid
I'm starting to forget...

Take great pleasure
From the pain we feel...

Like a demon, It's stirring inside me
Giving me a false sense of energy...

These lemon-scented memories
Are getting the best of me...

I'm tired of everything
Of still living in fear...

There are no words
For me, from you...

You don't want to hurt me,
But it's too late now...

You're just waiting to be hurt again
By me or someone else...

One year, or maybe two?
Am I only yours forever...

I don't have the strength
To carry on anymore...

If I fall asleep
I will not make it through the night...

I told you that I'd make it through
But maybe it will be easier...