Winter Memories
Snow reminds me...

I soap and scrub
What I can't erase...

Left to hate who I am,
Trapped in this hell hole...

Why do I even bother
Bother to bring it up...

Don't worry about me
I'll make it through...

Like the rain
Washing away...

Try to explain what you mean,
When it doesn't even make sense to you...

The wind howls relentlessly
Like screams of despair from my soul...

The rain pounds the ground
Like blood gushing from my broken heart...

Resisting the urge to be close to you,
I guess I didn't fall hard enough...

Listening to myself,
The thoughts roaming...

I say you will never lose me,
That I will wait as long as it takes...