I never wanted u to go i just wanted sometime alone

I thought you loved me i thought u cared i thought u truely wanted me to be thier but now i can see that it was all a dream in one big fantsay.

Why do i try when all i do is wish to die, why do i try when all i can do is lie ,why do i try, why dont i just die

You took the pain away u made everything seem ok i loved you with all of my heart and now my life is falling apart.

My eyes hurt from crying as i smile on the outside but inside im dying.

As i sleep i dream of you and all the pain you put me through.

Cutting, drugs,smoking,susicde attempts,these are some of the things your rejection led me too.
Sadness, deppression, loneliness,and thoughts about death are some of the feelings your rejection made me feel.
Death what i tried to do because of you .

I gave you my heart but then you tore my it apart i cant take the pain i just want everything to be ok but i cant stop loving you no matter what you do i will always be in love with you.

Its not worth it, i cant live this life of lies anymore, the pain is not worth taking anymore, i cant take all the pressure and pain for to long, im breaking down and it is my time to go.