Don't try to revive me,
cause now I'm all out of misery...

I stand there and adore your amazing smile, and knowing the whole time that I can never truely be with you.

"Stop trying to control my life just because you screwed yours up!!"

Fermented in pain...
The souls of anguish...

I use to say always...Thinking we were true...but then my heart tore, and the villian was you...

A melody repeats through my mind.
like a sweet acoustic love song...
I lay in here in silence. yet smiling,
because it's with you that i belong...

I feel this way...A way i've never felt before...

Be-friended, lost, cold and alone...
This girl crys, as she lies on stones...
Not knowing why her faith, did fail...
Now bare feet tred, on rusty nails...

So how does life work if there is nothing to live for?
Should i keep looking or simply end it now, in an act of bordem, in failing to find a purpose for my presance existing...

Who are you if you are not yourself?
How am i suppose to be myself when i don't know who i am?