D esperate for
E ternal protection
A gainst
T his f_ucked up
H uman race

I love you both
I swear i do
But life hates me more
And i hate it too

Im sad
Im angry
Im lost
Im hurt
Im dying
.....
To try suicide

I want to be loved
I want to love myself
I want to love life
But instead,
I m hated
and i hate
With all of my heart...

Death- the beautiful dream
Life- the excruciating pain
Me- worthless soul
Dying inside

I miss the smile
I miss the laugh
I miss the life
I used to love

Aim
fire
miss
F_UCK
wrong vein...

Tingle
throb
thump
smash
Depression..
Got my heart again..

Touch
prick
push
deeper
pull
across
wrists
slit

{**wHaTS thE pOInT iN lIvinG & tAKinG tHe nEXt brEatH, wHEn aLl yOu wANt tO dO iS DiE??**}