Dear heart,
I met a boy today...

I live to forget,
every breath i regret...

Emily's so pretty,
she was the first to find her way...

I see a single mother,
with her little baby boy...

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I don't know what i search for...

I really want to love you,
but i just cant help the hate...

I waited for a lifetime,
just to feel your touch...

Don't want a perfect family,
don't want all the other crap...

Cut myself loose,
from the ropes so tight...

Dreamless sleep and,
scattered thoughts...

I don't want to hurt you,
just want to make you see...

I'm choking and smoking,
to your angelic soul...