Don't be fooled by my facade,
I've worn it now for years.
Often just below my smile,
My throat is full of tears.

I hope u no wot u mean 2 me,
I tried to express it in words.
But then i realised for wot i felt,
There were no nouns or verbs.

Love in, love out,
find the feeling.
scream in, scream out,
nurse the bleeding.

I dont cry on the outside...anymore.

**give me the 45 i said with a smile.......
heres a shiny silver bullet, might as well go out in style**

DIG MY GRAVE AND DIG IT DEEP

Im sorry that i cant tell you,
i really want to i swear.
It's not that i dont trust you,
Im just afraid you wouldnt care.

Do you know whats wierd?
it's that im so lost yet surrounded by so many people.

Look at all these ropes,
tied around me tight.
They're clenching me hard,
i can almost see the light.

Broken heart again,
another lesson learned.
Better know your friends,
or else you will get burned.

**not my own, but tru!**