Dark red drops trickle down my arm
This is my after math of self harm...

Dedicated to Jason
Your the sweetest guy i know...

Dedicated to Paul
Whenever I'm alone i think of that short time with...

I'm looking in the mirror at what i can see
But i see no sweet face staring back at me...

I promise myself that I will stop this thing
But I can't and my wrist always stings...

No matter what has happened
No matter what you say...

Dedicated to Paul
Will you stand by me, will you always be there...

From beyond the grave
a demon angel calls...

You're the voice in my head
It's telling me I'd be better off dead...

Don't ask what is bothering me,
I won't tell you...

For everyone on there birthday
Sending flowers and love you way...

Raging storms blow across
the sea, regretful tears...