Nothing seems real, why do i cry, everythings wrong, i wish i could die

I understand asking you to love me is like asking a candle to stay lit in the rain

I'm on the edge of breaking down adn no one heres to save me, not even my angel can help!

Your name scarred on my arm, your image scarred in my mind, my skin scarred by you touch, everypart of my scarred by you

A kiss for hope and kiss for joy, every kiss is just a kiss till its from the one you love

You cna't say you understand until youi know what i've been through

Theres gotta be more to life than chasing every temporary high to sataisfy me

I'm living in a fantasy and im finding it hard to snap back to reality

I'm not crazy, my reality is hidden behind all the cuts and tears

[.x.] i'm gonna end up drowing in my own tears and sorrow, shaking and crying to block all this out...what a mistake i made [.x.]