I look into your eyes and see your happiness
It makes me wonder why did I deserve this...

Oh, my sweet baby
Where have you gone...

Every night I lay there
alone in the darkness...

Around, all around, the mourners gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls...

I feel like i don't know you
there's so much u don't tell me...

You used to make me swear never to leave you;
Now you're gone and will not tell me why...

I am a mirage in the desert,
Seemingly real but not...

Selfish and vain-
Hopes and needs...

I have everything to say, but I cannot speak
Like everything I say is on the flip of a coin...

All I wanted was to hear you say
that you loved me and wouldn't sway...

The night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak...
the understanding for which you sacrifice yourself...

How we long for nights like these
Where time seems to freeze...