I look into your eyes and see your happiness
It makes me wonder why did I deserve this...
Around, all around, the mourners gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls...
What have you done to me?
a shadow of betrayal as emotions shudder...
Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened chamber as I kneel...
I said "I love you" today
I tried hard to make you believe it...
How we long for nights like these
Where time seems to freeze...
Every night I lay there
alone in the darkness...
Knowing that you are so far away
I hug the air around me tight...
All I wanted was to hear you say
that you loved me and wouldn't sway...
I have everything to say, but I cannot speak
Like everything I say is on the flip of a coin...
Selfish and vain-
Hopes and needs...
I am a mirage in the desert,
Seemingly real but not...