Its fu**ed up as it may seem.
I wish this all was just a dream...
Crying all night long.
Wondering what went wrong...
Yesterday, the worst day of my life.
Yesterday, I thought about that knife...
Stressed out again.
All of my endings are waiting to begin...
A misunderstood angel.
Still beautiful...
All these years.
Still bring forth tears...
No matter how far I run,
I'll never get away from this...
I see things that aren't there...
Flashes of memories I long to forget...
I tried and tried to be like you and now that I...
You had to go and change yourself and I hate who I...
So lost, still lonely.
Maybe I am hated...
Left to die on the snowy ground.
Blood flows from my wounds...
Shrouded in mystery
In shadow I roam...