Its fu**ed up as it may seem.
I wish this all was just a dream...

Hate...
That flows freely from my veins...

The night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak...
the salvation for which you lust...

She loved him though she knew not his name
He didnt know her and thought she was insane...

I tried and tried to be like you and now that I...
You had to go and change yourself and I hate who I...

What have I done?
Done to deserve a life like this...

Lost... Hurt...Confused...
The life I am condemned to...

Only my rose left behind to remind me, she was...
Left me for others, ones normal like herself...

Don't try my patience
I'm not one to wait around...

Lost the baby...
My thoughts and prayers and love goes out to you...

In my head,
it plays all day...

Death lingers in my head.
The knife lays at my wrist...