I thrive on the sadness
that tears at my heart...

I see the pity in those burning eyes
Spare me your meaningless lies...

Trying to search my heart
for answers I desperately need...

Dear Lord please take this burden
that is weighing down on me...

Loneliness and depression is all I feel,
Crying before bed...

She is my world
The apple of my eye...

Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain...

A black room sits in silence
The walls, so cold, so bare...

My light has slowly faded
Broken and degredated...

"Dad", you weren't there,
somehow, I don't think you cared...

I need a rainy day
Somewhere to waste away...

Here I go again
Putting on this smile...