Nobody can bring me down,
It is my time to shine right now...

Last year is gone
A slice of my past...

The nightmare as I'm dreaming
Killing me each time I wake...

Forever broken, start to end,
Inside and out, it will never mend...

I thrive on the sadness
that tears at my heart...

People say it is better this way
what do they know...

Trying to search my heart
for answers I desperately need...

It has been 22yrs now
since the day you died...

My heart aches, it screams,
I fall to my knees and cry...

I see the pity in those burning eyes
Spare me your meaningless lies...

I close my eyes
hoping time will pass...

I made myself cry today
Just to make sure I could feel...