Anticipation, clearly written on my face
Not a word spoken, as you know I need space...
Inside I was broken
Damaged and worn...
Tears of melted sorrow
I cried for times to heal...
Felt sure that I was dying
And no, I did not care...
I attempted suicide today
So easy it had seemed...
Through deaths door I was headed
Until you took control...
Let your eyes look passed me
Allow them not to see...
Gaunt and bony
Omigawd...
Lost until
I tried to find...
We stick together
Brave things out...
Here I sit
And think I do...
My life is like a puppet
I move with no control...