Today would have been my brothers 14th birthday...
This hasnt bothered me all day, & for some reason...

Thinking about what I promised you,
thinking about what you said...

How did life get this way,
where did things go so wrong...

You are all I need right now,
everyday you make me smile...

Before I start, I want everyone to know, this poem...
so if you could just let me know what you think of...

My head is screaming dont give up
But my heart is saying please let go...

Sitting in my bedroom
tears fill in my eyes...

Its not the first time it happened,
Just the first time someone found out...

Theres something I need to tell you
Theres something you need to know...

Sitting in this cold dark room
As tears fill in her eyes...

Not my best...

For the first time in a long time
I really smiled today...