I saw the lightand i couldnt help it from comming so i streached out my wings and started to fly!

Shes changed and i cant catch up! i wish she would be the person who i no she can be i am she

my friend told me i was changing for the worst!

If i kill my self
then i found those who i can die for!

Idk if i dumbed him or if he dumbed me!!! im sure hes saying he dumbed him!!!
TEARS FILL MY EYES AND SOUL

They tell me "practice makes perfict"
then they tell me "there is no such thing as perfict"
so y practic and y try?
cant i just give up?

The strong only lasts so long..
i almost broke down att school today
i almost cryed!
they almost saw the hurt inside

They say i talk to much..
so i didnt talk
they asked what was wrong
i said nothing
but deep down inside
i no im lieing
bu theyll never no
cuz the smile keeps it all

Am i the class clown??
no i dont need attion
i have enough
if i needed it i could get it!!
i dont fit exsacly in
but hell thats all right
its the hunks
its...me!!
im sorry i wish i was normal

You ask me to not lie
you ask me to tell you the truth

but i cant
u dont understand and u wont
its not ur falt
its mine
u dont understand
u wont understand
i cant tell u for reasons of my own
its better this way

im sorry

They told me that when angels cry it rains
well then how come when i cry it doesnt
am i not dead.. yet??
or am i just in hell?...