Some times the things u want no one eles to no is what you really want them to find out!!

some times what u leave behind is just a cry for help... when will they figure that out...??
when its to late!

If i got a penny for every fake smile i put on id be the richest person in the world!!

Im sory
no im fine
its all good
they are all the things that i say to keep the smile on and the tears away!

when will u learn that

I dont tell him so he wont feel sorry for me
yet he still does!

Do i tell u and put u in the middle
or do i keep it all locked up in side??

Im 90% sadness and 10% fake happy!!!

Wow!! u must have some hurt deep down he said to me..
no not realy i replied
wow i either have a good fake smile
or he isnt good at reading me...
maybe he just didnt care!!

When i go to heven can i taste the milky-way can i help poor out the rain?
i dont wana go to viset cuz im coming home to stay!

Reaching out for the hand thats not there to help me is like falling farther and farther in to a deep sleep that i cant break

Your the one that i but the smile on for dont leave me!! i need something to tell my self that the day will be okey!!