ITS NOT A SICKNESS:
ITS A WAY OF LIFE!

Every body has boundrys and they learn where they stand but me i was the perfect one
the one who never crossed a single boundry never tryed to and when i did!
i crossed it too far!

I LOVE YOU FOREVER
NOW AND FOREVER MORE!

I look in ur eyes and i see u
i look in my eyes and i see the REAL me
u look in my eyes and u see.. who u want me to be!

I built my house of sticks... it fell down
i built my house with hay .. it fell down
i built my house with bricks..built the fire.. but the fire went out and i fell down
there u r not here to hurt but to help i need to stop running!

Y is it that when i start to feel the love the happieness and start to look up
u come in and make me tumble back down?
i thought i hated u but maybe its u who hated me?

I cant lie for sh.it
but my smile can!!!

You said ull be there when i fall
you said ud be ther to wipe the tears
you said ud be ther for everything
and yet u cant see past....
this smile and laugh

a laugh and smile can hide a million tears

They told me to "soul search" what does that mean and more importinly... do they want to no what i am hiding... do i want to no?

I thought that no one could see.. right through me! i was wrong they can how long could every one see the real me?have i changed or am i the same with just something to hide!?