Loosing your heart's desires is tragic but gaining your heat's desires is all you can hope for..

&& i was never in l0ve wid u...i waz in l0ve wid da pers0n i th0ught u were

She ran baq h0me wid red sw0llen eyez
she ran 2 her r0om nd closed da door
she wanted t0 erase all the pain nd lies
she didn`t wana b in diz w0rld nem0re

I cl0se my eyez
Nd drEam ab0ut y0u
I erAse aLL the lieZ
nd preTend it`Z aLL trU

Everydaii got worst nd worst
da scarz began 2 show
da life she was living was 4ver cursed
and da pain just seemed to grow

Her wrists was painfully bleedin
but it felt betta den any pain she eva felt
Everything around her was fading
All the secrets, lies and fears just started to melt

U {promised} me always and forvever
yet you left me and went away
But i'll meet u in {heaven} where we can be together
I'll be in ur arms {again} one day

Juzt wen i th0ught everything was fallin apart he c0mes nd takez awaii the pain

Mayb one daii u'll wake up nd realize u made a mistake

Nd i realize i hafta give up on diz stupid dream i have that u'll com baq